Wow, this feels weird.
No, I did not drop off the face of the earth. I've simply been entirly too busy to hop online. I mean really, even for a few minutes. I don't think I have checked email in over a month. So when I do eventually check, it may take me weeks to go through it all. I don't even get on aim anymore, for two reasons: one, it tends to be the best way for me to waste large amounts of time, of which I don't have much. And two, I forgot my password.
So....how can I make an update full of the most info in the least amount of words?
I moved into my first apartment approximately a month ago. I live in a crazy messy insane drama filled house with 8 other people (5 other girls and 3 guys)on the corner of Pittock and Shady. I can practically spit on Allderdice from my front porch.
Tommorow is my last day of work at the JCC!!! HALLE-FUCKIN-LUYAH!!!! Next Mon., the 23rd, I start a new job, working as a nanny for a family in Shadyside with one little girl, who will be paying me $9/hr, under the table, for a full time job. I like money. :-D
I have ceased to be dating a few of the people I had been for the last month or two, and have recently become involved with someone new. If you've seen me in the last couple weeks, then u know who. If not, ask me, and I might tell you. Oh, and if you're Laura Marsh....oh man. Call me! ;)
I am consistently elated with the fact that I am now skinnier than I have been anytime in the last 3 years. Translation: I am fitting into clothing I wore in high school! I feel great. :)
I have been feeling pretty good emotionally as of late. While I don't really get enough sleep, the drama I do have to deal with has been mostly dealt with, I have been doing a lot of writing for myself the last few months, and my portfolio of pieces has grown significantly. I havn't been hurting myself, and I feel good about that. Stable, and healthy.
There is one not-so-happy thing I need to muse over, and here is as good a place as any. Because I have been so busy the last number of weeks - mostly just because of adjusting to living in this new environment with 8 other people - I have managed to do a great job of ignoring and really hurting a lot of people I care a lot about. I've spoken to a couple of them, but not nearly enough have received my apologies. I have been doing a lot of really intense self care, and while that is good and it has benefitted me greatly, I am still extremly upset with myself for the ways I've neglected some really wonderful people. I am trying to make contact and repairs, but it comes slowly. Please be patient with me. SO, to the following people, I send out apologies for being a jerk-face, and also lots of love.
M.R-K., J.L.F., J.L., D.A.Y., A.C-S....and to my many many much-loved friends who I may not have spoken to recently...I miss you and love you and am doing what I can to keep in touch.
For anyone interested, I usually go to Pegasis Friday nights, and Ceremony at Laga Saturday nights. These are good places to find me and accost me with love and biscuits.
WHEEEW, that's a lot of words. I am done now.
So....how can I make an update full of the most info in the least amount of words?
I moved into my first apartment approximately a month ago. I live in a crazy messy insane drama filled house with 8 other people (5 other girls and 3 guys)on the corner of Pittock and Shady. I can practically spit on Allderdice from my front porch.
Tommorow is my last day of work at the JCC!!! HALLE-FUCKIN-LUYAH!!!! Next Mon., the 23rd, I start a new job, working as a nanny for a family in Shadyside with one little girl, who will be paying me $9/hr, under the table, for a full time job. I like money. :-D
I have ceased to be dating a few of the people I had been for the last month or two, and have recently become involved with someone new. If you've seen me in the last couple weeks, then u know who. If not, ask me, and I might tell you. Oh, and if you're Laura Marsh....oh man. Call me! ;)
I am consistently elated with the fact that I am now skinnier than I have been anytime in the last 3 years. Translation: I am fitting into clothing I wore in high school! I feel great. :)
I have been feeling pretty good emotionally as of late. While I don't really get enough sleep, the drama I do have to deal with has been mostly dealt with, I have been doing a lot of writing for myself the last few months, and my portfolio of pieces has grown significantly. I havn't been hurting myself, and I feel good about that. Stable, and healthy.
There is one not-so-happy thing I need to muse over, and here is as good a place as any. Because I have been so busy the last number of weeks - mostly just because of adjusting to living in this new environment with 8 other people - I have managed to do a great job of ignoring and really hurting a lot of people I care a lot about. I've spoken to a couple of them, but not nearly enough have received my apologies. I have been doing a lot of really intense self care, and while that is good and it has benefitted me greatly, I am still extremly upset with myself for the ways I've neglected some really wonderful people. I am trying to make contact and repairs, but it comes slowly. Please be patient with me. SO, to the following people, I send out apologies for being a jerk-face, and also lots of love.
M.R-K., J.L.F., J.L., D.A.Y., A.C-S....and to my many many much-loved friends who I may not have spoken to recently...I miss you and love you and am doing what I can to keep in touch.
For anyone interested, I usually go to Pegasis Friday nights, and Ceremony at Laga Saturday nights. These are good places to find me and accost me with love and biscuits.
WHEEEW, that's a lot of words. I am done now.