no matter how hard i try your never satisfied!
well ive gone and done it i made a complete ass of myself!god why am i so fat and ugly i wish i could just curl up in a corner and die!!!!!some one needs to shoot me and put me out of my misery i told this guy named john in my 4th hour that i liked him and thought he was hot and i asked im if he likes me and then he siad yeah and then after that we were all akward with eachother and at luch when he saw me walking with my friend joe he didnt say anyhting and on the way to fifth hour when he saw me with joe and julian he looked away and wouldent even say hi to me! i am not fucking looking forward to going home with my crazy ass hole parents i swear to god i am so close to slitting their throats there gona beat the shit outa me cause of my grades god some people just dont deserve to be alive!!!!!i fucking hate it here and wish i could perish off this earth!!!maybe ill just by a shit load of drugs and od on them yeah thats a good idea fuck everyone and thank you raven and mark for fucking and creating me then screwing up my life i mean god it was just the best thing you could possibly do