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As it gets closer, I'm doing less work. I mean, I woke up today at 6am, and by the time I took my break at 1, I felt like I hadn't gotten nearly enough done. I feel like I haven't learned anything in the last 3 weeks, and I'm exactly where I was then: not passing.
I'm just ready for it to be over so I can get the hell out of here. Go see Jeff. Go to Paris. Enjoy some Irish Baha'i Summer School, and walking, and dresses, and the Eiffel Tower and French food, and accents, and Wii, green grass and cobblestones, hazelnut hot chocolate and farmers markets, and castles. And almost anything but the Bar exam. Stupid Bar exam. Life-ruiner. Why didn't I become a teacher? Or a wedding planner? Or a publisher? I would love to work at a publishing company. Working with books would make me so happy. And I'm especially realizing that while finding all of the typos in the Kaplan program, which does NOT give me hope. I don't love the law enough to be going through this crap. Why aren't I one of those people who found a job that they love? I definitely have not. I found a job that could be interesting, but that I don't love. I guess I just have to find the right place. Oh yeah, that's just about any place that will help me pay off my exorbitant student loan debt.
Bleh.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmrOB_q3tjo&ob=av2e
I'm just ready for it to be over so I can get the hell out of here. Go see Jeff. Go to Paris. Enjoy some Irish Baha'i Summer School, and walking, and dresses, and the Eiffel Tower and French food, and accents, and Wii, green grass and cobblestones, hazelnut hot chocolate and farmers markets, and castles. And almost anything but the Bar exam. Stupid Bar exam. Life-ruiner. Why didn't I become a teacher? Or a wedding planner? Or a publisher? I would love to work at a publishing company. Working with books would make me so happy. And I'm especially realizing that while finding all of the typos in the Kaplan program, which does NOT give me hope. I don't love the law enough to be going through this crap. Why aren't I one of those people who found a job that they love? I definitely have not. I found a job that could be interesting, but that I don't love. I guess I just have to find the right place. Oh yeah, that's just about any place that will help me pay off my exorbitant student loan debt.
Bleh.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmrOB_q3tjo&ob=av2e