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So it is the first day of the Baha'i Fast. And I can distinctly remember this exact time last year. One year ago today I was writing an entry on this internet keepsake, about how I felt like I was old and I should be waking up with my husband and eating breakfast with him during the Fast. Well, this year I am completely alone. And I am going to try and use the Fast to help myself get used to that. Lately, I have been feeling even more alone than normal, and essentially it's because my friends are driving me crazy and I don't really have anyone to complain to about it. Obviously I know that that's probably a good thing, because I shouldn't be complaining about people, but anyway, I digress.
Last year, Victor would eat breakfast with me during the Fast, and he would make sure that I had my vitamins in the morning, and he'd check on me during the day, and on nights that I didn't have class he would make me nice dinners to break the fast with me. So last year I was talking about how I was fasting all alone, and this year I really am all alone. So I'm going to pray for strength to be alone.
Last year, Victor would eat breakfast with me during the Fast, and he would make sure that I had my vitamins in the morning, and he'd check on me during the day, and on nights that I didn't have class he would make me nice dinners to break the fast with me. So last year I was talking about how I was fasting all alone, and this year I really am all alone. So I'm going to pray for strength to be alone.