sad thoughts
Michelle is so wonderful, but she finds life so difficult. She's a beautiful thing, someone I love so dearly, and I wish I could help her, I mean really help her. I can't though. I only hope someone else can because I don't want to lose her. She looks to guidance from those who are gone. I'm so scared one day she's going to tell me she's going to kill herself. I'll feel so bad and so alone, but I won't ask her not to... I worry about her so much. I don't want her to leave me. She has every right though; it's her life and she's suffered a great deal of pain in this life. Maybe she's right though, maybe life puts us in the same situations until we can learn to deal with it... What happens then, if she finds release in suicide? I'm alone and it repeats again? I certainly hope not.... I wish I could help her...