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I am definantly really bored..My girlfriend is in Arkansas, paul is sick, ling ling is in austin, cash is at work, and im sitting in my room b/c im to damn tired to do anything..Isn't life spectacular? I can't wait till this summer is over with....That means no more separation between tara and I, now that her mom knows anyway, we are probable moving to germany for like a year or 2 so i can see my family and do military with my cousins over there..Then we are coming back and with all the money that i will save up over there i am buying us a farm house somewhere in TX and i am getting her 3 cows, 2 horses, and baby sheep (she loves those)lol But yea, not to mension that on top of the money from the military i will have 12 grand that was suppose to go into my college (which the military is paying for) so i think that if someone wants to reply and tell me i wont have the money to support myself, tara, and a family, you can either A)do the math or B)Fuck off, b/c nobody cares what you think...Only reason i give options is b/c there are actually people out there that dont try and bring up every damn negative about supporting a family, believe it or not..Not to mension the fact that i have gone through all the money shit with my parents, so i think i would know what it costs and what my options are.....OH, and for the people who say that im stupid for not doin college before military, maybe if you would research a little bit you would find that doing military (getting it out of the way) having the military pay for it (saving you money) also gives you better job opportunities after your get out of the military. So honestly either way, im doing college, but then again im in no rush......
Tara,
I Love you and you know that no matter how hard i have to work, i will make the best, most relaxing life for you. If you read my e mail, you understand how i feel and you know that no matter what happens, im stayin by your side and nobody can change that.. Not even all the people that put shit in your head (ex:He is gonna get you pregnant and leave you) Why in the hell would i leave her if i got her pregnant?? i dont know what kind of people all you others have been with, but im not them, so stop trying to work tara up on something that isn't gonna happen.. And for all you people who think we are rushing, if you could see/listen to what we have talked about for the last 6 months you would notice that we aren't rushing, we are being pretty smart actually..considering we are waiting another 9 months till we get married and 11 months before we try and have kids..So if you call that rushing, then you must think that everyone has to fall under the stats of (dating for 4 years, living together for 2 years, meeting the parents and becoming close to them for 1 year, etc...) I dont need all that time to realize what i have, and i dont care if ya'll think that im gonna leave tara b/c we dont live together (yet) or b/c we have known of each other for 3 years and talked for almost 8 months and dated 6 months out of that.. I love tara, and nothing ya'll say can take her mindset off of that, so do everyone a favor and stop trying...All it does is aggravate people and then people start getting hurt...
I love you princess
Tara,
I Love you and you know that no matter how hard i have to work, i will make the best, most relaxing life for you. If you read my e mail, you understand how i feel and you know that no matter what happens, im stayin by your side and nobody can change that.. Not even all the people that put shit in your head (ex:He is gonna get you pregnant and leave you) Why in the hell would i leave her if i got her pregnant?? i dont know what kind of people all you others have been with, but im not them, so stop trying to work tara up on something that isn't gonna happen.. And for all you people who think we are rushing, if you could see/listen to what we have talked about for the last 6 months you would notice that we aren't rushing, we are being pretty smart actually..considering we are waiting another 9 months till we get married and 11 months before we try and have kids..So if you call that rushing, then you must think that everyone has to fall under the stats of (dating for 4 years, living together for 2 years, meeting the parents and becoming close to them for 1 year, etc...) I dont need all that time to realize what i have, and i dont care if ya'll think that im gonna leave tara b/c we dont live together (yet) or b/c we have known of each other for 3 years and talked for almost 8 months and dated 6 months out of that.. I love tara, and nothing ya'll say can take her mindset off of that, so do everyone a favor and stop trying...All it does is aggravate people and then people start getting hurt...
I love you princess