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oh my goodness, i really don't know where to start its been so long since i was last here, and so much... not a couple of huge things happened. brannon came home for a little bit. and then left about a week later. some visit right. but anyways i also went to talk to the recuiter for the air force and the guy i need to talk to about officer training and med school and all that is not there and then i came about 2 weeks later and he was gone yet again.
but i would say that the best news so far is that after 5 years of being in singleville, i finally got me a man!!!!!!!! we started dating a aug. 3 (have to put the date down that way i'll actually remember it). we went to wrightsville beach last weekend. had the time of my life and i got to know jay a little more than before. i love it when jason, cat, jay, and myself get together, we just hit it off and pick on each other, mostly girls vs. guys things. but its all in good fun. and of course me and cat win!
but now i'm back at ecu, getting long pretty good with my roomie amanda so far. i'm hoping that we still get along like this later but only time will tell.
this time around i really hated to leave home this time. i was sadder than usual. maybe cos i am dating someone but ... i don't know. its just a little werid. cos i know its too soon to say that yes i'm in love with someone, but i've never felt like this before. i've never dated someone that really care how i'm doing and always wants me to be happy, he wants to do almost everything for me, he wants to pay for everything for me (which irrates me sometimes, cos no matter how little it cost he always like i can get that for you). jay is just a really really sweet, and so nice about everything. he is always willing to help his friends and others. which i just love so much about him. i love the fact that he is like me and can't really be mean and down right nasty to anyone. he just really makes me feel special.
last night he called me and was like i have to tell you something, i guess to get it off his chest. but he was like i like you and right now i'm happy, but unhappy. talk about a really confused person, right? but he was telling that the night before i left he was going home and caught himself tearing up. and he is like i don't know why. and that he was sad all day yesterday until he got to talk to me. and he also told me that he never really warmed up to someone as quickly as he did with me. and also that it is really different dating me than what it was with his past relationships. and he is just in aw of the little things i do like not letting him pay for everything, caring about people and willing to give them a massage at a drop of a hat if they tell me that they are sore or stiff or what have you. and he is like me not really sure of what he is feeling most cos we both never dated someone treats each other like we do with each other. so who knows maybe this could be the best relationship for far and hopefully it will last longer than 3 months. so i'm going to keep my fingers crossed in the mean time.
but i would say that the best news so far is that after 5 years of being in singleville, i finally got me a man!!!!!!!! we started dating a aug. 3 (have to put the date down that way i'll actually remember it). we went to wrightsville beach last weekend. had the time of my life and i got to know jay a little more than before. i love it when jason, cat, jay, and myself get together, we just hit it off and pick on each other, mostly girls vs. guys things. but its all in good fun. and of course me and cat win!
but now i'm back at ecu, getting long pretty good with my roomie amanda so far. i'm hoping that we still get along like this later but only time will tell.
this time around i really hated to leave home this time. i was sadder than usual. maybe cos i am dating someone but ... i don't know. its just a little werid. cos i know its too soon to say that yes i'm in love with someone, but i've never felt like this before. i've never dated someone that really care how i'm doing and always wants me to be happy, he wants to do almost everything for me, he wants to pay for everything for me (which irrates me sometimes, cos no matter how little it cost he always like i can get that for you). jay is just a really really sweet, and so nice about everything. he is always willing to help his friends and others. which i just love so much about him. i love the fact that he is like me and can't really be mean and down right nasty to anyone. he just really makes me feel special.
last night he called me and was like i have to tell you something, i guess to get it off his chest. but he was like i like you and right now i'm happy, but unhappy. talk about a really confused person, right? but he was telling that the night before i left he was going home and caught himself tearing up. and he is like i don't know why. and that he was sad all day yesterday until he got to talk to me. and he also told me that he never really warmed up to someone as quickly as he did with me. and also that it is really different dating me than what it was with his past relationships. and he is just in aw of the little things i do like not letting him pay for everything, caring about people and willing to give them a massage at a drop of a hat if they tell me that they are sore or stiff or what have you. and he is like me not really sure of what he is feeling most cos we both never dated someone treats each other like we do with each other. so who knows maybe this could be the best relationship for far and hopefully it will last longer than 3 months. so i'm going to keep my fingers crossed in the mean time.