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man yesterday was proably one of the worst nights i think i've ever had... yep its the worst! mom and i wen to faytteville in the morning and everything was just fine. it was our normal girls' day out, we laughed, joked around, go shopping ;), just have a great time together. then i drove home and we got supper and we ate and then she went to her room to watch her spanish soap. then she called dad in there and i didn't think anything of it. the next thing i know is that she comes into the living room where i'm watching tv and reading my new mangas. i look up and she has a HUGE bottom lip. and she proceeds to tell me that she found some good size bumps under her arms. so there goes the red flags flying everywhere. i try my hardest to convince her to go to the emerency room but she didn't. "i'll call to the doctor in the morning to see if she can see me." i think she was terrified of what the doctor might say even though she knew that she should go. then she left to go to bed and all i could do was just cry. i had all horrible thoughts go through my head. what if its cancer, or what happens if the swelling gets worse and she can't breath. all i could only think of what my life would be without her. and that just made me cry more. its weird how you can love someone so much that you don't even realize it anymore. then i prayed harder than i ever had before and cried my self to sleep and then she woke me up to take her to the doctor's office for her appointment. come to find out she just had some kind of allergic reaction to something. so she just has to take some pills and let it run its course. talk about a relief!!!!!!!!!!!! after that we decided to go see spanglish. that was a great movie. and it reminds me of my mom sooo much. she the housekeeper and me the daughter. even though we fight and get extremely mad and annoyed at each other, she is still my rock in life.

but man i tell you that movie was long just little under 3 hours long.