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If I had a time machine, I would make it take me to this exact day last year. If I did, in about 10 days I would cut all my hair off. Then I would walk into Q'doba and meet Moe, Fifey, Scott, Nolan, etc. Then I would be invited to spend the night at a girls house that (little did I know then...) would turn out to be one of the most amazing people I know. I would meet 30 kids that shared interests with me and were practically a family. And I would become part of that family and laugh and play and cuddle and talk all winter long.
I guess I really just miss that feeling of family and overwhelming happiness I used to get when I'd go to Kayti's. I'd open the door and there would be a crazy dance/cuddle party and everyone was just so nice! Now i go over there and it's empty. Kayti's barely there. And I have about 5 friends that I can actually call on the phone. And they don't hangout with eachother. I miss my impulsiveness and the comfort I found in those kids and myself. I wish this winter would be as warm and happy as the last. Unfortunately, something tells me not to get my hopes up.
I may have been ugly, but at least I was happy.
I guess I really just miss that feeling of family and overwhelming happiness I used to get when I'd go to Kayti's. I'd open the door and there would be a crazy dance/cuddle party and everyone was just so nice! Now i go over there and it's empty. Kayti's barely there. And I have about 5 friends that I can actually call on the phone. And they don't hangout with eachother. I miss my impulsiveness and the comfort I found in those kids and myself. I wish this winter would be as warm and happy as the last. Unfortunately, something tells me not to get my hopes up.
I may have been ugly, but at least I was happy.