good times
Today all together was a good day i went to my drug counseling and got to talk about some of my problem and it felt good to let them out in a positive way. After that i went to my grandmothers house and my sister was there and it was nice to see her there and to see my grandparents again and to keep in touch with them all. I was so excited for my A.A. meeting tonight and it was a good one to there was a new person there and they looked like they could use us at the program it was a fun meeting a lot of good things were said and i can always relate to everybody in there even though they are so much older than me i have been through a lot of the thing that they went through and its good to know that im not the only crazy person out there which sometimes i think im the only one. Thats just my Addiction talking to me trying to make me use again but i dont need that anymore it ruined my life and it ruined other peoples live who i care for deeply and i need to get my life back on track and try to help other people regain my trust and help them out. Im glad for myself that ive gone this long without useing next tuesday will be 4 months and that good for a person in early recovery and iv gone at least a 10 days without cutting myself and thaats a huge accomplishment for me cause it was hard for me to stop it and think about why i was doin it but i can let those feelings out in a positive way now and im happyer now that i can