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I am sitting here... cause I can't sleep. Insomnia has returned to me and is a regular habit anymore. I guess it is related to stress, which of course is mounting in the household, since Josh leaves in about a month. Plans are set in motion, people are already scheduled to come down to move me, and I have actually already started packing some stuff up. It's crazy... it seems like we just got here, but now he is getting ready to leave again... for what looks like atleast another year. But so far we are holding together pretty well... not getting too grumpy with each other. I am trying to be strong, cause that is what I am supposed to do, and I guess that is going ok, except I know that there will be a break-down after the fact, cause it is inevitable.
Still trying for a baby, dispite disapproval from a few. But we are both excited about the possibility for once, and we're not gonna let anyone rain on our parade. I actually am like 2 weeks late on my period, but I took a test and it said negative so I am probably just screwed up for some reason. Happens.
Josh is talking about re-inlisting again. I don't know how I feel about that, considering it basically guarantees another tour in Iraq. But he could make alot of money doing it while he is over there ($30,000 tax free), and so he is considering it. We will see.
Well, my insomnia has woken up my daughter, so I am going to have to stop. Later days
Still trying for a baby, dispite disapproval from a few. But we are both excited about the possibility for once, and we're not gonna let anyone rain on our parade. I actually am like 2 weeks late on my period, but I took a test and it said negative so I am probably just screwed up for some reason. Happens.
Josh is talking about re-inlisting again. I don't know how I feel about that, considering it basically guarantees another tour in Iraq. But he could make alot of money doing it while he is over there ($30,000 tax free), and so he is considering it. We will see.
Well, my insomnia has woken up my daughter, so I am going to have to stop. Later days