sicken

[srl2108]

I see the words,
I see the lies in the words.

I see the faces,
I see the lies in the faces.

I see the dark,
I see the lingering creatures in the dark.

I see how you speak,
I see how you speak when your alone.

I see that no matter what,
its your bed,
you've made it.
Now lay in it.

Cry, cry all you want.
The person who loved you unconditionally is gone.
Gone forever.
Never will I come to your rescue,
you've made it clear;
There is nothing to rescue.

Day by day I get through each one.
With NO help from you.
I am stronger than you think.

Never will I do those things to you,
but never will I save you either.

I bid all of you a good day,
with a flick of my hat I walk away.

(footsteps in the distant... a car starts and pulls away)

(the thought as I drive)
'Never will you see what you did. Never will I understand why you did it. Its done, over and gone. Far away'
(-rips off review mirror and tosses it into the back seat-)
(the engine roars as I smash on the gas, lighting a cigarette)

Driving fast, I can feel the wind against my face.
The sun rays beaming down on me,
warm and delightful.
I am happy.