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there are two voices i want to hear right now more than any other sound in the universe.
the first is that of my granddad, spouting on and on about politics or what kind of career in computers i should go for...
the second is alex's, the rock through all of this, the man i love and hate fighting with and who has kept me in one piece through this all...
the first i can't have, and i'll never have again.
the second doesn't seem to want to give me his voice.
i feel like my world is collapsing in on me and i just can't breathe beneath the weight.
the first is that of my granddad, spouting on and on about politics or what kind of career in computers i should go for...
the second is alex's, the rock through all of this, the man i love and hate fighting with and who has kept me in one piece through this all...
the first i can't have, and i'll never have again.
the second doesn't seem to want to give me his voice.
i feel like my world is collapsing in on me and i just can't breathe beneath the weight.