Coming Clean part 1
Originally published at shanefitzsimmons.com. You can comment here or there.
I’ve rewritten this post twice now. God damnit.
The purpose of this post? Twas to be coming clean, making my stand, saying, “I’m sick of not being capable of being open about my life.”
I was never able to do it with Amber, and now that we’re not together anymore you’d think I’d be free to blog about whatever I want, be as open as I want to be.
You’d think that, wouldn’t you? But I’m not.
God. Damn. It.
Why can’t I be the callous asshole everybody thinks I am? Seriously, this is one reputation I wouldn’t mind living up to right about now. I’ve got a lot of shit I want to get off my chest. I want to be open the way I never felt like I could be before, and feel utterly uninhibited.
But I can’t.
Fuck.