Apr 27, 2005 12:56
setting: late saturday night..
alcohol: none, even though it feels completely wierd typing that...it seems like there should be an h after the c...shitchyea
anyways that setting took place 2 days ago and i wrote a sad but meaningful thing at the time but i knew i was just worked up and upset so i deleted it...
thank god i did cause i realized...i ve got everything i need right now and it feels so good so often that you get used to it..and a simple thing like not recieving a phone call when youd like can turn into such a evil thing....*fucksh;aioewhgt80e* & *lkjgio* is all i said and went to bed....called maddie the next day and it turned into a big ball of ehhFUCK...(i did have reason to be upset,,,but Y,,Y get upset..nothing good comes from it ever) so she hung up on me and i sat there and thought about my boyfriend rating before and after the call...if i could put it on a graph it would clearly show that i was in the blue before the call...and def in the red after...andd i fuckin hate red...i mean pinks cool and all but ya ...shitMIge i said and called her back to just say i love you and call me when you feel like...and we both got 2 say bye before we hung up.. it was gooood..def better...but what she doesnt know is that after she hung up i was like "fucking bitch ass squirelll fucker...BURN" jk sweety never said it...but moral of the entry is.maddie your the greatest thing thats ever happened to me and i love u x's 10000000000000+...and people say for every good thing theres a bad thing.but your living proof that thats not true...and your my noble prize...cant wait to wake up and have you in my kitchen skewin up some bisquik...MUcho mUAHO! NO deNERO...translation:its free, this kiss is on me..study buddy quote: would you like so me wine with that cheesy