Jan 17, 2006 22:23
OMG OBVIOUSLY!!!!!!! being a selfish angstmo DOES NOT WORK!! DUH. What Raj does or what I do isn't important. It's the REASON!!
AND OMG OMG OMG PRAYER WORKS. Like it really works. And I know it works but every time it happens I'm just like so amazed!
It's so STRANGE now I am so full of enthusiasm for the darn performance. I can take whatever crap Raj decides to throw at me (although I think he's too busy to care about individuals now) and it's not even personal anymore.
It sounds so TRITE but it's true, I just sat down and closed my eyes and talked a little to God and listened some and then all the negativity was just gone.