my dayyy
I am going to start work soon as I have promised myself, but I thought I'd complain a little in here first. I got home at 10.30 tonight since I had an AEP class until 5.30 and I had to stand in queue to talk to the highly demanded very popular LIM KOK BOON and then after that it was off to A-Math tuition which I need because I am a retard about Math (as distinguished from arithmetic which I ACE!!) and after that I was so jumpy I went to the gym for two hours. I think the hardest part about school is sitting still and keeping quiet. It's horrible to be at that little metre square for almost all of the day, listening to things I couldn't really care less about.
Oh the rain is really fantastic today, it's like literally BUCKETS pouring down, big splashy rain, and I'm not complaining! I love the weather and the puddles on the floor and the wind and sky which looks swirly like with paint. It doesn't rain when I have to go anywhere and it doesn't rain on me so as far as I'm concerned as I'm sitting here dry and comfortable RAIN AWAY.
My plans for the future include REINVENTION!! I will strive to be wonderful and kind and in my later years people will say to their friends, oh, I went to school with her, recalling the memory of being close to GREATNESS!!!!!! yessssssssss.
what's with this retarded dissatisfaction thing by the way.
oh and my AEP coursework proposal draft was basically an email to myself and Mr Lim wanted me to email it to him too and I did and I hope he doesn't read too deeply into it. Because it was a LOT OF PERSONAL STUFF. I'm scared about my coursework, honestly, scared about what I see as confronting it. Because it deals with many of my personal issues and my life and basically it is a piece of narcissistic angst - but I hope it will be thoughtful narcissistic angst.
Oh the rain is really fantastic today, it's like literally BUCKETS pouring down, big splashy rain, and I'm not complaining! I love the weather and the puddles on the floor and the wind and sky which looks swirly like with paint. It doesn't rain when I have to go anywhere and it doesn't rain on me so as far as I'm concerned as I'm sitting here dry and comfortable RAIN AWAY.
My plans for the future include REINVENTION!! I will strive to be wonderful and kind and in my later years people will say to their friends, oh, I went to school with her, recalling the memory of being close to GREATNESS!!!!!! yessssssssss.
what's with this retarded dissatisfaction thing by the way.
oh and my AEP coursework proposal draft was basically an email to myself and Mr Lim wanted me to email it to him too and I did and I hope he doesn't read too deeply into it. Because it was a LOT OF PERSONAL STUFF. I'm scared about my coursework, honestly, scared about what I see as confronting it. Because it deals with many of my personal issues and my life and basically it is a piece of narcissistic angst - but I hope it will be thoughtful narcissistic angst.