2005 = shit
Well I must say the year sucked. I mean it's had it's good points, but the majority of it is all negative stuff. The least negative thing is probably my 3rd degree sunburn from Indian River in Delaware. It hurt like a mother, but the day that I got it, it was all worth it. probably the biggest negative thing in my life is probably Heidi. I know a lot of people know her and they say that she's really nice... well trust me, she complains about the dumbest things, buys me shit that I dont need (I secretly return it), PLUS she still does the "I Love You" bit. Emily told me that somebody said that she overheard Heidi really recently that I was her Boyfriend. I DONT FUCKING THINK SO! I cant be mean though. She's really working my nerves to the point where I'll probably explode right in her face and she'll know that I mean it when I say "Leave me alone".
But the positives,
Finishing school (high school....dammit), FINALLY. I'm alive. Hockey season....greatest thing EVER. Nothing really wrong with my family. I mean we fight every now and then, but we're happy. Except the fact that Emily lives with Sheri for the time being. I honestly miss seeing Emily. But of course we would fight all the time and we'd go through shit and stuff. I just wonder if this is all part of a bigger plan.
As for the love stuff, you (whoever you are) know that I cant stand Heidi for ANYTHING! But then again there is this girl that I've known for a while in Bridgeport that I wouldn't mind getting into a relationship with. We haven't seen each other in like a year and a half, but we email each other all the time, and we actually have both admitted that we think about each other at least once every single day! I'd ask her out, but then I feel like I'm being a hypocrite.