I write and write for days, and then look down to see a blank page, an empty hand
I feel WEIRD. My mind's doing something funny lately. I can't focus on anything, I can't create anything (well, I have been drawing, but nothing useful). No writing. No assignments. Not even any socialising with people online. Can't sit still long enough for any of it.
I guess there's just a lot going on lately. My 21st birthday is in 3 days, which means a big party with a bunch of douchebags I'm related to and a bunch of awesome people I love. So many assignments that I have no interest in and so can't get any work done on. Boyfriend going through some really heavy shit and losing his family right when he needs them. Me trying not to implode in some sort of anxiety supernova.
Anyway, I haven't been around much and I haven't been doing anything, but please don't forget me. I'm still completely useless at the moment, but if you have the time, please feel free to badger me into communicating - I miss everyone.
I'm sure my mind will come back some time soon.
I guess there's just a lot going on lately. My 21st birthday is in 3 days, which means a big party with a bunch of douchebags I'm related to and a bunch of awesome people I love. So many assignments that I have no interest in and so can't get any work done on. Boyfriend going through some really heavy shit and losing his family right when he needs them. Me trying not to implode in some sort of anxiety supernova.
Anyway, I haven't been around much and I haven't been doing anything, but please don't forget me. I'm still completely useless at the moment, but if you have the time, please feel free to badger me into communicating - I miss everyone.
I'm sure my mind will come back some time soon.