You invoke my wrath.
I am having a really shit moment. Everything is all fucked up. Ok, not everything, but a lot of things. I hate not having enough time to do all of the things I want to do. Not like work, I mean the experiences. The conference I was going to filled, so that the only date i can go overlaps with so much. It's the same week as environmental trips, LTI, PJ Harvey, Stella (or not), tennis practice, a match, post-confirmation, work, the opera, and Halloween. Fuck this, you win! If that isn't enough, my dad had a bad day and decided to give me to me, in the form of his opinion on the matter. Sadly this involoved telling me that he doesn't think I am capable and I shouldn't go because I am fucked as it is. Which is not true I might add. But it adds pressure. Which nobody really needs extra helpings of right now.
Shit, it's late-ish, and I have three rather large tests tomorrow. ARRGH! And stupid Alex is no fun to argue with. I figured out why he pisses me off and why I am never helping get with any of my friends ever, ever, again. I don't consider myself weak. I'm not particularly strong, but not weak. But he makes me powerless. Not just me, that was just an example. There's no talking to him.
Deep breaths. I'm just ranting. Sorry. Sometimes if you don't spill, you leak. Maybe that's just me.
Shit, it's late-ish, and I have three rather large tests tomorrow. ARRGH! And stupid Alex is no fun to argue with. I figured out why he pisses me off and why I am never helping get with any of my friends ever, ever, again. I don't consider myself weak. I'm not particularly strong, but not weak. But he makes me powerless. Not just me, that was just an example. There's no talking to him.
Deep breaths. I'm just ranting. Sorry. Sometimes if you don't spill, you leak. Maybe that's just me.