Oct 10, 2009 23:47
It's gonna lead back to me. Great.
FUCK.
i kinda wanna kill something. not hurt, maim, dag fight, or spar. Actually kill something.
i guess i just assumed maybe, for once just MAYBE, something was actually as good as it seemed.
nope.
Don't get me wrong, i suppose nothing's dead and buried...as far as i'm aware at least.
gist of the story?: when i dated fallon, the first time, she asked me what i would think of her taking pictures of her kissing another girl (rachel mabel) to which i responded something along the lines of i'd be fucking pissed. after a 3-ish hour argument over that, she said "next time i just won't tell you then"
So, talking to Patty, and i get asked "What are the rules on me and girls again? haha"
awesome
anyone seeing the only similarity there?
but now i feel like shit.
because somehow, someway, i ALWAYS make it so that even if the person is happy, i make them upset.
awesome.
...
i think i give up...on life
fail,
patty,
don't know,
me,
help? =/