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How did everyone spin so out of control.
What the hell Nathan. You aren't allowed to scare me like this. All I picture is your face covered in blood. And don't feel bad about telling me, I would have been mad if you didn't but you freaking scared me.
So much is happening. I feel like I should be at Nathan's side. I'm trying, as best as I can seeing as we haven't met or talked on the phone. But if he needed me there, or needed me to call, I wouldn't think twice about it. Two days ago I would have said I'm not ready, let's wait. But that went out the window, partially when I heard about Sarinea, completely when I heard about him.
Things with Josh are... rocky. To say the least. I know what I said was mean and awful. I say what I mean but I don't mean it for very long.
Ugh. Someone stitch my life back together.
What the hell Nathan. You aren't allowed to scare me like this. All I picture is your face covered in blood. And don't feel bad about telling me, I would have been mad if you didn't but you freaking scared me.
So much is happening. I feel like I should be at Nathan's side. I'm trying, as best as I can seeing as we haven't met or talked on the phone. But if he needed me there, or needed me to call, I wouldn't think twice about it. Two days ago I would have said I'm not ready, let's wait. But that went out the window, partially when I heard about Sarinea, completely when I heard about him.
Things with Josh are... rocky. To say the least. I know what I said was mean and awful. I say what I mean but I don't mean it for very long.
Ugh. Someone stitch my life back together.