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So this weekend was good. Josh came home and we had a couple issues Friday/Saturday but we were able to get past them and enjoy the weekend. We left Sunday and I took him back to San Diego and stayed the night. We had a lot of fun, walked to the cliffs to watch the sun set, took a bunch of pictures, made pizza and cinnamon rolls. It was a good, fun weekend and I'm so happy we were able to have that because we really needed it.
There is only a few more weeks of school and I'm a little nervous because I still have a lot of projects to do and not a lot of time to do them. I have 5 projects left, all due June 10th.
Next Tuesday is my birthday. In all seriousness, WHEN did I turn 20?!?! I still can't believe I'm 19 and here I am, a week away from 20. I'm so reluctant to face this new age but there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. It's like when someone else is driving the car and you don't think they are going too fast so your instinct is to press the brakes, but you aren't in control of the brakes. There is no way you can slow down this car.
I feel uneasy right now. I'm not sure why. It might be because I'm missing Josh, or I'm worried about my final projects, or registering for classes for summer. I think it's worrying about my final projects, I'm still not doing well in this class and I've made up two projects but I don't know how they turned out (film, ugh) but I'm hoping... hoping I do alright. I need to start these final projects soon.
There is only a few more weeks of school and I'm a little nervous because I still have a lot of projects to do and not a lot of time to do them. I have 5 projects left, all due June 10th.
Next Tuesday is my birthday. In all seriousness, WHEN did I turn 20?!?! I still can't believe I'm 19 and here I am, a week away from 20. I'm so reluctant to face this new age but there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. It's like when someone else is driving the car and you don't think they are going too fast so your instinct is to press the brakes, but you aren't in control of the brakes. There is no way you can slow down this car.
I feel uneasy right now. I'm not sure why. It might be because I'm missing Josh, or I'm worried about my final projects, or registering for classes for summer. I think it's worrying about my final projects, I'm still not doing well in this class and I've made up two projects but I don't know how they turned out (film, ugh) but I'm hoping... hoping I do alright. I need to start these final projects soon.