...the pain returns

[squishydon]

I made the mistake of going back to read entries from when Lisa broke up with me, why i did this, i dont know, but it was a fuckin' reality check...me and Lisa arent dating anymore, it's fucking crushing me, im no more than a broken spirit in a far too complicated world. I miss everything so much, I want to feel her lips against mine once more, i want to walk with her, hand in hand. God, I would do anything to have that all back. I miss it so much. I want things to go back to the way they were. It hurts so bad.

+>him<+