Dec 10, 2004 23:51
leaves a bad aftertaste...
this past week and half, and the future few days really really suck. suck... [immature things i don't feel like saying]
fast plant lab due last wednesday. done.
7 page log on my trip to mexico due monday. 3/4ths done.
3 minute english speech on language due monday. not even begun research.
3 page report on buddhism and how it affects america due 20th. i have plenty of time on that...
2 big things due monday. i am FUCKED. english late means no points. spanish 1 day late 1/2 points, 2 days, no points.
had the play today twice. i fucked up. oh well. not too bad... no it was pretty bad.
again once tomorrow. i don't make the same mistakes twice. but that's no consolation if i keep making new ones... shut up.
oh yeah! i have my recital tomorrow. fuck fuck fuck. i didn't even realize. i've been consentrating too much on the play and my homework. fuck fuck FUCK. i am fucked.
i need to quit piano...
recital early in the morning. I NEED MY FUCKING SLEEP. god damn fucking... stuff. i need more sleep.
i'm such a fucking shitbag... here i go pissing and moaning about not having my homework done, and i'm not doing it. i bitching about sleep, and here i am staying up late to type this pile of shit.
i'm gonna go sleep. no wait, i can't because i'm too busy being nervous for tomorrow morning. somebody fucking shoot me.
i know what i need. a coma! a two week vacation to blissful oblivion.