la la la...
yea so today i have no school
well i have school but the only class i have is english
and yesterday we took part of the final
so the reason why theres no class today is because they are grading the papers
which has us to have no class
if that makes sense
right now im eating something i made up
well its new to me but some people probablly already have ate it before
its a peanut butter sandwish but with cheeios on it
so its kinda like eating the crunchy peanut better.. but its not
its better! lmao
other that school and me talking about my cheerio peanut butter sandwish
everything has been fine
i guess
scotts not talking to me because i saved his life... its a long story
that sounds kinda weird though..
i didnt save his life like.. physically
i saved his life as in.. in the future i said something to him that i saved his life.
eh its hard to explain and only a few people know about it
its worthless for me to talk about
because he hates me
other than that... i went out with this kid from school for like... not even a week
yea its like a known fact to everyone now that i just cant keep anyone in my life
and its basically because of Nick
i think ive said this a million times
but now heres a million and one
ever since we broke up.
my hearts been cold. i cant love anymore
there was so much love that i had for him
and i put all of myself into loving him
and since we broke up... theres nothing there anymore
it really fuckin sucks and i just dont know what to do
its like since him i cant find anyone else better that i can get my mind off of him
and i want him back so badly
but i know theres never a chance.
and now he lives even farther away then what he was because of college
maybe there is that chance.. but it just wont happen yet
or maybe im just telling myself that because i want reinsurance
mmmmmmmmmmm cherrio peanut butter sandwish yumm
(that was me changing the subject)
works been good... ive been working like a dog.
theres been so much stock that has been coming for the season
that its pretty much all ive been doing these days days
thanksgiving is coming up soon
and that just reminded me that i have to talk to Zee
since hes not really gunna have anything to do that day
i was talking to rose about having him come to dinner with my family..
ya know... grandparents house and stuff
i just dont want him to be alone when mostly everyone at hofstra is gunna be away
so gotta talk to him sometime soon about that
i like this guy
but i know its wrong for me to like him
and i dont know what to do
and dont know what to say
or dont know how to act around him
i dont even know what his deal is on that topic of liking a person or even relationships
blah sometimes i really wish i was another person so i could look alot better
im on call today for work
but they have 3 people working tonight anyway
so i doubt i have to go in
but if they really need to get stock done then id prob have to go in
im hoping i dont though just so i can catch up on more sleep..
wow if i didnt go to work today.. then i have today and tomorrow off...
amazing...
ive been working like.. 5 or 6 days a week...
practically all night shifts so i get tired then have to wake up early for school
well im off to do nothing...
gotta get in the shower sometime soon too
well i have school but the only class i have is english
and yesterday we took part of the final
so the reason why theres no class today is because they are grading the papers
which has us to have no class
if that makes sense
right now im eating something i made up
well its new to me but some people probablly already have ate it before
its a peanut butter sandwish but with cheeios on it
so its kinda like eating the crunchy peanut better.. but its not
its better! lmao
other that school and me talking about my cheerio peanut butter sandwish
everything has been fine
i guess
scotts not talking to me because i saved his life... its a long story
that sounds kinda weird though..
i didnt save his life like.. physically
i saved his life as in.. in the future i said something to him that i saved his life.
eh its hard to explain and only a few people know about it
its worthless for me to talk about
because he hates me
other than that... i went out with this kid from school for like... not even a week
yea its like a known fact to everyone now that i just cant keep anyone in my life
and its basically because of Nick
i think ive said this a million times
but now heres a million and one
ever since we broke up.
my hearts been cold. i cant love anymore
there was so much love that i had for him
and i put all of myself into loving him
and since we broke up... theres nothing there anymore
it really fuckin sucks and i just dont know what to do
its like since him i cant find anyone else better that i can get my mind off of him
and i want him back so badly
but i know theres never a chance.
and now he lives even farther away then what he was because of college
maybe there is that chance.. but it just wont happen yet
or maybe im just telling myself that because i want reinsurance
mmmmmmmmmmm cherrio peanut butter sandwish yumm
(that was me changing the subject)
works been good... ive been working like a dog.
theres been so much stock that has been coming for the season
that its pretty much all ive been doing these days days
thanksgiving is coming up soon
and that just reminded me that i have to talk to Zee
since hes not really gunna have anything to do that day
i was talking to rose about having him come to dinner with my family..
ya know... grandparents house and stuff
i just dont want him to be alone when mostly everyone at hofstra is gunna be away
so gotta talk to him sometime soon about that
i like this guy
but i know its wrong for me to like him
and i dont know what to do
and dont know what to say
or dont know how to act around him
i dont even know what his deal is on that topic of liking a person or even relationships
blah sometimes i really wish i was another person so i could look alot better
im on call today for work
but they have 3 people working tonight anyway
so i doubt i have to go in
but if they really need to get stock done then id prob have to go in
im hoping i dont though just so i can catch up on more sleep..
wow if i didnt go to work today.. then i have today and tomorrow off...
amazing...
ive been working like.. 5 or 6 days a week...
practically all night shifts so i get tired then have to wake up early for school
well im off to do nothing...
gotta get in the shower sometime soon too