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So, I'm really glad I have this journal. Its a nice way of talking without actually having to do such.
It was a hard night. I felt a little lonely. Its weird how you can feel lonely with so many people around. I guess it was more so that I didn't feel a part of anything, sort of that whole outside looking in. But then again I knew I'd feel that way. And when all of those girls get their bid and their first letter shirt I'm going to feel left out again. Stupid, stupid feelings. Someone once told me that I feel things too deeply and I know they're right. I mean its not so bad when your happy, or angry, but when your sad - to feel sad so deeply is really hard.
Although, I think somewhere deep inside of me I know I made the right decision, it just hard. And I know I've said that like 12 times but its the only way I can think of to describe it.
I'm the green kangaroo. There are long pauses of not typing and just thinking between these paragraphs, thus the green kangaroo comment, and the quote one of my favorite movies: "Let me explain, no takes to long to explain. Let me sum up." There's that book the one in the middle is the green kangaroo, therefore I am the green kangaroo. Still doesn't make sense though does it? I think shining star would understand, but I suppose that goes without saying.
The End
I apologize for the randomness, I just needed to vent.
It was a hard night. I felt a little lonely. Its weird how you can feel lonely with so many people around. I guess it was more so that I didn't feel a part of anything, sort of that whole outside looking in. But then again I knew I'd feel that way. And when all of those girls get their bid and their first letter shirt I'm going to feel left out again. Stupid, stupid feelings. Someone once told me that I feel things too deeply and I know they're right. I mean its not so bad when your happy, or angry, but when your sad - to feel sad so deeply is really hard.
Although, I think somewhere deep inside of me I know I made the right decision, it just hard. And I know I've said that like 12 times but its the only way I can think of to describe it.
I'm the green kangaroo. There are long pauses of not typing and just thinking between these paragraphs, thus the green kangaroo comment, and the quote one of my favorite movies: "Let me explain, no takes to long to explain. Let me sum up." There's that book the one in the middle is the green kangaroo, therefore I am the green kangaroo. Still doesn't make sense though does it? I think shining star would understand, but I suppose that goes without saying.
The End
I apologize for the randomness, I just needed to vent.