day 3 in a row updating lj...crazy.
i can't beleive i'm keeping up with this thing.
so im still weirded out about eric, he called me way to much today, but at least he woke me up from a horrible nightmare in which i was in the middle of saying the shema cuz i was about to die in a terrorist plane crash (really long wierd dream)..how can he say those things and mean it after not having seen eachother in so many years, like i know we grew up with eachother but that's just so weird. but we had a long talk and i told him he should expect to be just friends. i hope he doesnt honestly think i'll have a serious relationship or any relationship with him.
anyway, i woke up at 12:30, went for a run (90 and muggy is not weather conducive for running, i sitll have a headache) and showered, and did my hair, then when with mom to the shoe store and bought running shoes cuz the ones i have are old and dying and they hurt.
now it's nearly 5:30. my dad is on call and mom has a meeting tonight and i don't want to go to shavuot services alone and after my dreams last night im thinking its a bad idea to go to temple tonight.
tomorrow i have to pick up a bunch of things at the tailor's and then meeting shana's (my brother's gf) parents for dinner. joy of joys.
my head hurts, im done.
so im still weirded out about eric, he called me way to much today, but at least he woke me up from a horrible nightmare in which i was in the middle of saying the shema cuz i was about to die in a terrorist plane crash (really long wierd dream)..how can he say those things and mean it after not having seen eachother in so many years, like i know we grew up with eachother but that's just so weird. but we had a long talk and i told him he should expect to be just friends. i hope he doesnt honestly think i'll have a serious relationship or any relationship with him.
anyway, i woke up at 12:30, went for a run (90 and muggy is not weather conducive for running, i sitll have a headache) and showered, and did my hair, then when with mom to the shoe store and bought running shoes cuz the ones i have are old and dying and they hurt.
now it's nearly 5:30. my dad is on call and mom has a meeting tonight and i don't want to go to shavuot services alone and after my dreams last night im thinking its a bad idea to go to temple tonight.
tomorrow i have to pick up a bunch of things at the tailor's and then meeting shana's (my brother's gf) parents for dinner. joy of joys.
my head hurts, im done.