life passes by
wow havent done this in a while i remember when everyone had one of these things from our friends.. well lets see...i remember typing in this and sayin how fun next year is gonna be .. now im typing in here and now knowing how it has went.. it just seems like everything is goin by so fast.. like my life is somehow passing me by. losing closeness with my friends its like im watching my life from the outside instead of living it from the inside. this year has been good not great but good. im not ready for next year im not at all ready. i just want to be back at soutside when everything was better.. credit there are alot of things that im thankful for this year. but last year... it was one the best years of my life. this year.. the positives .. ive made alot of new friends and i love them alot and ive met the greatest person in the world and he has changed my life in so many positive ways. but the bad.. i screwed my grades so im gonna have to miss alot of my memories to come up with my friends because im gonna be at home studying. with that screwing up means i cant cheer next year and that really killed me because i cant do somethin i love. some people would be like your mad cuz you cant cheer? and the answer is yes. i love screaming at the top of my lungs i love pep rallys i love everything about it and now that i couldnt try out because i messed up my grades hurts really bad. theres no one i can blame but myself. i seemed to care more abot my social life then my grades. and it showed in the end. so i made an oath to myself that i will do my best at school this next year and i will continue to pursue cheerleading so next year ill make the squad and continue my journey. and to everyone thats goin to help me on my jounrney i thank you now. and to everyones whose not. i thank you to.