So...

Apr 21, 2009 22:05

I'm thinking about heading to Bellingham for the weekend.

See one of the good friends of mine who calls in and checks up on me just to see how I am doing and tell me what's new on their end.

Oh well, I shouldn't feel so shitty about myself.

Just because I don't have a shit ton of people who call or text me to hang out doesn't mean I am not a cool person. Just because I am uncomfortable with doing "taboo" or "illegal" things doesn't mean I am not fun. Just because I am not as intellectual as some doesn't mean I am stupid. Just because all I have created in recent years is a pair of patch pants doesn't mean I am not creative and artistic. Just because I am not a college student doesn't mean I have no future.

I need to stop comparing myself to other people.

Especially when I feel like I do right now.

Treat others even when treated otherwise.

Having an "I'm not worthwhile" episode and trying to come back from it.

That is all.

Signing out.

~Skwish (My Heart)

hurt, sad, lonely

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