Just a piece of cake, right?
So Here's my billionth attempt to revive this journal. I've gone back n forth between this and actual lined paper, but sometimes it's just easier to type things.
Besides, no one checks livejournal anymore anyway. I could probably say just about anything and it wouldn't reallllly matter.
Life has been intersting lately. This year is different for a lot of reasons, but I'm really trying to make this time around be defined as the time that I changed--for real. I'm always on this quest to better myself, improve myself and I'm trying to make a pact to not give up this time. When things get rocky it shakes my faith in the notion that people can change and be changed. It's only been two weeks, and so far it's been alright. We shall see how this goes though. I have a good feeling about it.
I'm trying to challange myself to see things as they really are, to see truth, and in some avenues of my life, that means letting go of things that I've tried to hold on too tight to. The summer distorted certain things for me. And sadly, some things just don't turn out to be what they seemed, you know? (I used the word "things" about 4 times, could you tell I was trying to be vague?)
I'm also starting the year single, completly single. Boys are trouble. I'm waiting around for someone that completely blows me away. And I haven't met him yet.
But no boy in the life means more friends time! And that's been grand so far. It's good to see everyone again. Likewise, meeting more new people this year is also on my list. So far, things have gone well. I spent so much time in my books last year, doing things I don't even care about. I think more fun is definitely in order.
I'm trying to figure out what it means to fully trust God with my life. Another goal. And what it means to live the way he wants me to live.
I'll be completley honest,
that's pretty hard.
All of these challenges I've set out for myself...overwhelming sometimes. Think I can do it?
Besides, no one checks livejournal anymore anyway. I could probably say just about anything and it wouldn't reallllly matter.
Life has been intersting lately. This year is different for a lot of reasons, but I'm really trying to make this time around be defined as the time that I changed--for real. I'm always on this quest to better myself, improve myself and I'm trying to make a pact to not give up this time. When things get rocky it shakes my faith in the notion that people can change and be changed. It's only been two weeks, and so far it's been alright. We shall see how this goes though. I have a good feeling about it.
I'm trying to challange myself to see things as they really are, to see truth, and in some avenues of my life, that means letting go of things that I've tried to hold on too tight to. The summer distorted certain things for me. And sadly, some things just don't turn out to be what they seemed, you know? (I used the word "things" about 4 times, could you tell I was trying to be vague?)
I'm also starting the year single, completly single. Boys are trouble. I'm waiting around for someone that completely blows me away. And I haven't met him yet.
But no boy in the life means more friends time! And that's been grand so far. It's good to see everyone again. Likewise, meeting more new people this year is also on my list. So far, things have gone well. I spent so much time in my books last year, doing things I don't even care about. I think more fun is definitely in order.
I'm trying to figure out what it means to fully trust God with my life. Another goal. And what it means to live the way he wants me to live.
I'll be completley honest,
that's pretty hard.
All of these challenges I've set out for myself...overwhelming sometimes. Think I can do it?