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[squirtxero]

it's gotten so bad now
i am now trying to believe for other peoples sake
this is soo hard
i cried hard last night
i didn't throw up
i didn't cut
but i cried
hard
it's soo hard
it's all falling apart
and he can't even see the damage
he's believeing lies
he's not his old self
i wish i could help him
but it's hard
when he lives across the country