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so this was a less than stellar christmas. but hey there's always more.
it was good to see my sister, john, tonya, damian, thom, steve, danny, sarah, and the rest of the fam.
went to the lynchburg on sunday. that was like a fucking time warp. haven't been to that bar since high school. seriously. then we went to the julep room with danny and jimmy and saw everyone i ever went to high school with who goes out. it was fun to see some folks but others who were all hugs and smiles like we were ever buds annoy me. but of course you buy into the fakeness and hug them back and ask how they've been.
went to the julep room again on monday to meet tonya and brad. my buddy damian showed up and i was much excited. i love the hell out of that guy. mutha trucka claims he's coming to see me in jackson. i'll believe it when i see it. anyway, they left and i was about to leave when i saw my friend ashley and she and i started talking. the next thing i know her cousin from florida has bought us a bunch of red headed sluts and me another jack and coke. after the four or so i had before. wasted doesn't even cover it. i ended up passing out at ashley's and woke up the next morning not knowing where the hell i am and can't find anyone in the house but ashley's brother who is like 9 years old. so i end up walking to the end of the street and calling my mom like a loser. shots are seriously my downfall.
so then i had to come back to jackson early to help my mom and brother move things from storage. today i am supposed to get my car back and run errands. i'm seriously gonna go postal on this body shop if it isn't ready.
i need to eat something. i haven't been eating normally for weeks. normally i'm starving all the time and lately i haven't had any appetite and have forced myself to eat a meal or two. i'm not complaining on the losing weight but i am starting to think something is wrong with me.
well must shower and have a semi-productive day off.
to those i missed seeing while home, my apologies. i was planning to hang more tuesday night but had to go back early. i will hopefully get to come down again soon now that i will have a car again.
it was good to see my sister, john, tonya, damian, thom, steve, danny, sarah, and the rest of the fam.
went to the lynchburg on sunday. that was like a fucking time warp. haven't been to that bar since high school. seriously. then we went to the julep room with danny and jimmy and saw everyone i ever went to high school with who goes out. it was fun to see some folks but others who were all hugs and smiles like we were ever buds annoy me. but of course you buy into the fakeness and hug them back and ask how they've been.
went to the julep room again on monday to meet tonya and brad. my buddy damian showed up and i was much excited. i love the hell out of that guy. mutha trucka claims he's coming to see me in jackson. i'll believe it when i see it. anyway, they left and i was about to leave when i saw my friend ashley and she and i started talking. the next thing i know her cousin from florida has bought us a bunch of red headed sluts and me another jack and coke. after the four or so i had before. wasted doesn't even cover it. i ended up passing out at ashley's and woke up the next morning not knowing where the hell i am and can't find anyone in the house but ashley's brother who is like 9 years old. so i end up walking to the end of the street and calling my mom like a loser. shots are seriously my downfall.
so then i had to come back to jackson early to help my mom and brother move things from storage. today i am supposed to get my car back and run errands. i'm seriously gonna go postal on this body shop if it isn't ready.
i need to eat something. i haven't been eating normally for weeks. normally i'm starving all the time and lately i haven't had any appetite and have forced myself to eat a meal or two. i'm not complaining on the losing weight but i am starting to think something is wrong with me.
well must shower and have a semi-productive day off.
to those i missed seeing while home, my apologies. i was planning to hang more tuesday night but had to go back early. i will hopefully get to come down again soon now that i will have a car again.