Havent been here in a while...
So what, i havent updated in a while. this will probably be a pretty long post then. ok, letsa go.
me and steph are doing GREAT! i could have never thought that i would find someone that makes me as happy as she does. i really do love her. and for the first time im really happy when it comes to relationships. normally after 3 and a half months there would be something upsetting me about the person... nope... not with steph. she is my everything, and i love her with all of my heart. now some of you may be sitting there thinking "keith, how can you love someone when you have only been dateing them for 3 and a half months?" well to answer your question i really dont know. i just do. i know it in my heart that i love her and thats how i can say it after dateing for 3 and a half months. not to mention the fact that i have been friends with her for about a year or so, and we talked for about 2 months before dateing. so in my head i have a pretty good feeling that i love her. and time really doesent tell you when you love somone... the heart does.
im taking steph out to dinner this saterday, because valentines day had to be all kinds of jewish and be on a monday this year. lol. so its me, her, kevin and his girlfriend sarah are double dateing. we are going to my work. The Manor Tavern. expensive ass food... but it should be good. im thinking the bill should hit about a buck 30 before the night is over. but she is worth it. and im splitting the bill with kevin... so im not to worried about it.
DeAd CoDe is going good. we still need a drummer after kicking chuck out. and we as a band decided we will be having 2 singers / frontmen. me and sami. sami will be doing most of the singing, i will be doing a good part of it. enough to keep me from slipping into a back up singer position. and im learning how to scream. i can... sorta. i can get my screaming to sound ... ok ... but i need alot of work. im gonna ask my friend cory, singer of plague of agony, to help me out with it. so i should sound pretty good by the time our first show comes around. not saying our first show is gonna be any time soon. lol we are no where near ready. we have one original almost done, and one in the starting phases. im pretty happy about it. we sound good so far. once we get a drummer we should sound beter. lol.
school is going pretty good. i have to pass the next 2 quarters and the final in us history in order to pass for the year... and i have 2 huge ass projects due soon... but all in all my grades are getting beter and i should have it all turned around by next week. i really dont wanna fail us history. i dont wanna have to take it in summer school. i really need to put a fire under my ass and start pullng my weight. my goal is to make honor roll for this quarter and last quarter. chances of that happening depends on my 2 big projects.
work is ok i guess. i just cut back my hours to get ready to quit. i wanna try to cut my hours back to about 15 a week so that its not that big of a hurt when i quit. i cant wait to move and get a new job. it should be a hell of alot beter to get a job where my boss isent a crack feind. but for right now, im staying where im at, not gonna enjoy it, but there is no use in complaining.
school musical. here is the big to do. its going ok i guess. a few chinks in the system... but still pretty good. i have my lines down and my song. so theres no problems with me. but we are really low on mics this year. and this is the first year where we really.... really need em... alot of them. so it will probably end up being really really gay when 90%of the actors dont get mic'ed. o well. i get to see my Ziggy Springer costume tomarrow..... whoopie! lol. i bet you money that they are gonna have my wearing a tight ass jumpsuit. just to fuck with me. lol. like i said... o well.
so as many of u know already, i am being a very good dude and takeing my friend julie to her senior prom. and no im not gonna wear a pink tux. in fact i need to talk to her because i found this really nice tux i wanna rent... but i gotta know what color her dress is so that i can order my vest accordingly. my goal is to be the best date ever. lol. let julie go out with a bang. im gonna be as funny as can be, gonna be as nice as can be, and im really gonna try to dance... probably gonna fail, but still gonna try. lol. what i think is funny is that when i offerd, julie though i was jokeing with her. she went about 3 days thinking i was just jokeing. lol, when she finally found out i was serious she was all kinds of happy. o... o yea... NO! im not cheating on my girlfriend. and YES i have been asked that. lol. i am takeing julie as a friend, and steph knows that, and steph thinks i am doing a good thing. so everyone who thinks im messing around on steph... go get a spoon, and eat out my ass crack. i still hope i dont have to fork out a shit load of money for the limo. lol.
ok, i definatly cant go a whole post without throwing this in there. i miss my best freidn rob more than anything! every freaking time i eat new england clam couder... every time i sing... every time i go to ultra zone... every time i go out on stage... every time i write a new script for a movie... every time i go to fudruckers... every time i go to McDonals i want to order 6 double cheeseburgers, 2 large drinks, and 2 large fries, then i look to my right and see robs not there... damnit i miss my best friend in every aspect of life. i swear to god even if i have to whore myself out on the streets... more than i already do... just so that i can fly my ass down there to stay with him for 2 weeks. it sucks having ur best friend halfway accross country. i should be able to drive and have a car by this summer. so i may just drive down. i dont care, ill start now and walk down. i dont care. im seeing him this summer. even if i have to fly his ass up here. which i am going to do. i need to talk to him, but i still want him to fly in to see the play. ok, im gonna stop bitching about a guy... im starting to sound gay. lol.
so thats my life... i might have forgot a topic, but who cares. this thing was getting to long anyway. peace out people.
Keith And Steph
10-21-04
me and steph are doing GREAT! i could have never thought that i would find someone that makes me as happy as she does. i really do love her. and for the first time im really happy when it comes to relationships. normally after 3 and a half months there would be something upsetting me about the person... nope... not with steph. she is my everything, and i love her with all of my heart. now some of you may be sitting there thinking "keith, how can you love someone when you have only been dateing them for 3 and a half months?" well to answer your question i really dont know. i just do. i know it in my heart that i love her and thats how i can say it after dateing for 3 and a half months. not to mention the fact that i have been friends with her for about a year or so, and we talked for about 2 months before dateing. so in my head i have a pretty good feeling that i love her. and time really doesent tell you when you love somone... the heart does.
im taking steph out to dinner this saterday, because valentines day had to be all kinds of jewish and be on a monday this year. lol. so its me, her, kevin and his girlfriend sarah are double dateing. we are going to my work. The Manor Tavern. expensive ass food... but it should be good. im thinking the bill should hit about a buck 30 before the night is over. but she is worth it. and im splitting the bill with kevin... so im not to worried about it.
DeAd CoDe is going good. we still need a drummer after kicking chuck out. and we as a band decided we will be having 2 singers / frontmen. me and sami. sami will be doing most of the singing, i will be doing a good part of it. enough to keep me from slipping into a back up singer position. and im learning how to scream. i can... sorta. i can get my screaming to sound ... ok ... but i need alot of work. im gonna ask my friend cory, singer of plague of agony, to help me out with it. so i should sound pretty good by the time our first show comes around. not saying our first show is gonna be any time soon. lol we are no where near ready. we have one original almost done, and one in the starting phases. im pretty happy about it. we sound good so far. once we get a drummer we should sound beter. lol.
school is going pretty good. i have to pass the next 2 quarters and the final in us history in order to pass for the year... and i have 2 huge ass projects due soon... but all in all my grades are getting beter and i should have it all turned around by next week. i really dont wanna fail us history. i dont wanna have to take it in summer school. i really need to put a fire under my ass and start pullng my weight. my goal is to make honor roll for this quarter and last quarter. chances of that happening depends on my 2 big projects.
work is ok i guess. i just cut back my hours to get ready to quit. i wanna try to cut my hours back to about 15 a week so that its not that big of a hurt when i quit. i cant wait to move and get a new job. it should be a hell of alot beter to get a job where my boss isent a crack feind. but for right now, im staying where im at, not gonna enjoy it, but there is no use in complaining.
school musical. here is the big to do. its going ok i guess. a few chinks in the system... but still pretty good. i have my lines down and my song. so theres no problems with me. but we are really low on mics this year. and this is the first year where we really.... really need em... alot of them. so it will probably end up being really really gay when 90%of the actors dont get mic'ed. o well. i get to see my Ziggy Springer costume tomarrow..... whoopie! lol. i bet you money that they are gonna have my wearing a tight ass jumpsuit. just to fuck with me. lol. like i said... o well.
so as many of u know already, i am being a very good dude and takeing my friend julie to her senior prom. and no im not gonna wear a pink tux. in fact i need to talk to her because i found this really nice tux i wanna rent... but i gotta know what color her dress is so that i can order my vest accordingly. my goal is to be the best date ever. lol. let julie go out with a bang. im gonna be as funny as can be, gonna be as nice as can be, and im really gonna try to dance... probably gonna fail, but still gonna try. lol. what i think is funny is that when i offerd, julie though i was jokeing with her. she went about 3 days thinking i was just jokeing. lol, when she finally found out i was serious she was all kinds of happy. o... o yea... NO! im not cheating on my girlfriend. and YES i have been asked that. lol. i am takeing julie as a friend, and steph knows that, and steph thinks i am doing a good thing. so everyone who thinks im messing around on steph... go get a spoon, and eat out my ass crack. i still hope i dont have to fork out a shit load of money for the limo. lol.
ok, i definatly cant go a whole post without throwing this in there. i miss my best freidn rob more than anything! every freaking time i eat new england clam couder... every time i sing... every time i go to ultra zone... every time i go out on stage... every time i write a new script for a movie... every time i go to fudruckers... every time i go to McDonals i want to order 6 double cheeseburgers, 2 large drinks, and 2 large fries, then i look to my right and see robs not there... damnit i miss my best friend in every aspect of life. i swear to god even if i have to whore myself out on the streets... more than i already do... just so that i can fly my ass down there to stay with him for 2 weeks. it sucks having ur best friend halfway accross country. i should be able to drive and have a car by this summer. so i may just drive down. i dont care, ill start now and walk down. i dont care. im seeing him this summer. even if i have to fly his ass up here. which i am going to do. i need to talk to him, but i still want him to fly in to see the play. ok, im gonna stop bitching about a guy... im starting to sound gay. lol.
so thats my life... i might have forgot a topic, but who cares. this thing was getting to long anyway. peace out people.
Keith And Steph
10-21-04