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Ugh, I'm beginning to not be able to stand myself. I'm so depressed it's ridiculous. I don't know why I'm letting this get to me. I can do so much better, but deep inside I know that I love Jimmy with all my heart. I just don't understand why this needs to happen to me...shit never goes right in my life. And anything that DOES go right quickly turns to shit. I need help, advice, a fucking miracle would be great too.