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Im so fucking upset right now i mean god damn... Me and Ren were suppose to sleepover at Emmys tonight because tomorrow is our 4 month anniversary and we could wake up next to each other on our 4 months but she decided she wants to go to this concert instead and it was on my voice mail so i didnt even get to talk to her about it... and now i cant get a hold of her and shes not ganna call me back i know it and im just so upset... i dont think she knew how much this meant to me and how much she just hurt me... im so sad and i cant stop crying... and i prolly wont even get to hang out with her tomrrow and im just so upset... im so fucking mad at her... and mabye im being selfish and irrational but I DONT CARE! I just wanna see her...