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fuck man. i thought things would be a bit easier here in college. i dunno. im kind of sobering up now so i might not be making alot of sense. but man, there's this girl and this guy im getting to be good friends with, and like we're going to see the red hot chili peppers in cleveland in a few weeks. and im kind of liking this girl and she and this guy friend of mine were spending alot of time together, but i thought "oh they're just going to be friends." how naïve that was, as i found out tonight. it just kind of blindsided me, but on the other hand im like "why the fuck did i not see that coming?" eh. ill get over it, its just this initial shock. i need to be alot more proactive in my love life, otherwise im fucked.