Apr 07, 2009 16:29
I'm not exactly sure when I got so damn cranky. There are quite a few reasons not to be- namely the fact that I love my still-pretty-new job and I'm very excited about the new apartment. But lately my patience for a lot of things has been very short.
I'm really, really bummed about Carrie (and Jon and Molly) moving to New Jersey tomorrow. Clearly they're not moving to France or anything and I can go visit, but it's going to suck not having them nearby. It's especially hard when people with babies move away and you know that the next time you see them the kid will have grown like a weed and probably won't remember you.
The rest of my crankiness is too lame even to discuss, because all the comments I get will probably only make me feel worse. No offense to anyone, but I know myself, and I know when I'm not in a place to hear "hang in there" or anything similar. So I'll just say I'm in a bit of a crappy place and I hope it passes soon.
I'm really just...tired. Both literally and figuratively. I want people to stop saying they'll do something and then just avoiding the necessary decisions. I wish more people had the courage to be honest even though it's hard. Because if you don't, well...FINE.
noggin