... whatever...

[squirrelbait25]

le sigh. i dunno. i really dont. i think we mighta gotten somewhere. he thinks we did. iono tho. it seems like if we had gotten somewhere i woulndt have spent band practice yelling at my friends how stressed out i was. my nails are now non existant. they were long and beautiful, but now they are just about gone. and they hurt. stress does some annoying things to a person. apparently i have changed. im not happy like i use to be. im not "energetic" anymore. hm... i think this is how i always am. i got to this point last year where if i didnt have a drama to worry over, i worried over something totally insignificant. its hard to stop worrying. for a long time i had no nails like i do now. then they grew. now they are short. it seems like it doesnt matter, but it does. it just shows how things change. a lot changes. i dunno... can it really change if it was never what it really is to begin with???

"you dont have to change friends if you accept that friends change"