is there a support group i can join??
ever wonder why we cry? why, when so much emotion builds up inside our eyes water? i mean, what does that accomplish? and then ever wonder why it helps sooo much? why sometimes even when nothing is wrong, u just wanna cry. or when just about everything is wrong, and u wanna bawl your freakin eyes out? and why do we sleep so much better after a good long cry?
dude on fight club couldnt sleep. so the doctor told him to go to a support group and see what real desperation was like. so he did. and he cried. that night he slept better than he ever had in his life.
yet ive learned something these past few days: when you stop yourself from publicly crying so many times, when you are all alone and ready, nothing comes. that was the situation thursday. not last nite.
didnt sleep much better. its 9:30 and im pretty sure i'm up for the day. i have my sisters wedding shower to go to today which means i haftta put on a happy face and pretend to be overjoyed at the wonderous occasion, all the while i am being eaten alive from the inside. and the happy if you know it song does not work.
"true friends can see the pain in your eyes when everyone else is fooled by your smile."
lets see how many true friends i have at this shower. youre being put to the test...
dude on fight club couldnt sleep. so the doctor told him to go to a support group and see what real desperation was like. so he did. and he cried. that night he slept better than he ever had in his life.
yet ive learned something these past few days: when you stop yourself from publicly crying so many times, when you are all alone and ready, nothing comes. that was the situation thursday. not last nite.
didnt sleep much better. its 9:30 and im pretty sure i'm up for the day. i have my sisters wedding shower to go to today which means i haftta put on a happy face and pretend to be overjoyed at the wonderous occasion, all the while i am being eaten alive from the inside. and the happy if you know it song does not work.
"true friends can see the pain in your eyes when everyone else is fooled by your smile."
lets see how many true friends i have at this shower. youre being put to the test...