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aaaaarrrgh... my bitch ass mom wouldnt give me a ride to the show. fuck her... but she went off and had fun... she is a bitch... she never fuckin takes me anywhere!!! she just like... my to tired or i have plans... im soooo tired of her ignoring me!!! she only pays any attention to me when im in trouble. im fuckin tired of it... she is always talking about mikey's problems or her problems, well what about mine... she thinks that i need to be there for her, but she is never there for me! she comes home and unloads on me... and shell never listen to me, ever! but, when i wanna talk she wont listen... its not any better between me and her, its only getting worse! she thinks that my problems are all my fault, well maybe if she let me talk sometime instead of her telling me whats wrong with me maybe things could get better! but i dont see our relationship improving in the future... i just see us growing apart, and her blaming me for everything, just like it has always been! we are soooo co depended on each other and its time for that to change... god, i wish she would listen to me!!! im not that bad...