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i hate how when people are busy they say they're spinning plates... as in plates on a pole. I don't know why i hate it, maybe it's because all the people i've ever seen spin plates broke them! or maybe i just hate plates... hahaha doubtful. I somehow got signed up for playing on sunday... and i suck... i used to have confidence in my piano skills, but now... along with my druming... they suck! why is it that i always find out in horribly mean ways how much i suck? well i'm not going into how i was mistreated as a child, or even as a teenager... life sucks, and people are mean sometimes. It's amazing how three or four words ruin all confidence you ever had in yourself. I sometimes wish people couldn't speak... but that wouldn't cut it, because sometimes it's just a look they give you. Well that's enough of my pity party. I shall go read my book which by the way is AWESOME!