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Regret...
we all have it, things happen and we may not be able to look back on it and completely swallow and say we did it.
we have done the one thing we would never thought would happen.
well i used to believe regret was not for me.
thats in the past now saddly.
i haven't lost it all but i haven't gained much of well actually NOTHING!!!
i have gain nothing and it sad to say but i wish i would have, so then i'd have something to talk about.
everyone has some one right now... and if they don't they have a strong crush on some one with promising potental.
me on the other hand sit and wallow in the pain of knowing i shall never get either of the men of my dreams... maybe thats why... they are simply dreams
not real.?
if so then i've been dreamin for a freakin while... and now i regret what i've done and it wasn't even and attempt to get them... i just wanted to feel better....
run away from this.... when in reality i wanted to run away with him.
and now i sit alone writing my thoughts and problem on the interent how freakin lame! i need to vent to people i prolly don't even know and people who think i'm crazy cause all they hear is my shit about lame life lol
i should cut off this live journal and my myspace was basically gone forever ago.... story not to be told on here it will get out some how i know,
but yeah i'm tired of this