This Is Going To Sound So Cheesy
It's getting pretty late, but I can't sleep. Why? I'm in love and I just can't stop smiling.
I drove home this weekend, which was a celebration in itself. I made it. I made it in good time. I made it in one piece. Amazing.
So Friday night, we hung out, rented Monster and cuddled. What an amazing movie. Well, really.. a disturbing movie, but I can honestly see why Charlize won the Oscar. I mean her performace was over the top. It wasn't even the fact that she was ugly. The whole personality. Wonderful. Anyway.. back to my weekend...
Saturday was our anniversary.. which really isn't our anniversary.. it's just a date we picked because our real anniversary date is hidden somewhere in the months of August, September, October, November. I think it should be in August, but apparently not. Anyway. We went shopping during the day. That's right. I got my boyfriend to actually go to the mall. Better yet.. I got him to go into H&M. Better yet.. I got him to buy 3 shirts from there. I had a really great time. Then we went back to my house to get ready to go out to dinner. He brought his stuff over so he wouldnt have to drive back and forth. While I got ready, he went and tried to fix my car CD player with my dad. Then, we went to dinner at the Carriage House. What a great place. The atmosphere was wonderful.. the food was amazing.. the wine was intoxicating. We just talked and talked. there was even a candle. And little butter balls. And over the butter balls we carried on the most amazing conversations. I know it's been a year and we should have been far past the amazing conversation part.. but our relationship is strange and so.. it moves at a funny pace. I mean... we've had wonderful conversations before.. but sometimes, he starts to ramble and I start to doubt my smarts and I tend to stop contributing. I mean.. he's so freaking smart. Then we went back to his apartment and he turned on some Jazz music, and we just sat around and talked for hours more. No TV. Just Jazz music, wine, and ourselves. It was perhaps the single most amazing night of my life.
We hit our rough spots. The two weeks before this weekend were really hard. This long distance shit really sucks. And I miss him so much it makes me angry sometimes. But this weekend reminded me of why people do relationships. It reminded me of why I love this. I love being this way. I've never felt so close to anyone in my life. I've never loved anyone so big.
Oh..and also.. he got me a gorgeous Tiffany's necklace, with two hearts connected together.. sort of so it looks like an infinity sign. It is my first piece of Tiffany's ever.. and it made me cry.