if it were up to me......

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i think ill update right now since i have nothing better to do. so the past couple days have been pretty boring...all weve done is go to daniels and kick it and drink some margaritas...lol...so i guess its not all too bad. but anyway, let me see....what have i done all week. well on tuesday we were hanging out at daniels watching some conan obrien, just relaxing.....when who do you think sends me a text message??? yup, the love of my life herself, asking me if i wanted to hang out on wednesday, which kind of took me by surprise because shes never the one asking if i want to hang out, so that was pretty sweet. but unfortunately i had a tennis match that day so i couldnt! but its still a start, and weve actually talked the last 3 days and they were all long conversations...its so easy talking to her...i swear, this calmness completely takes over me when i talk to her...i am just at my best. lol, yes its lame, but its true. and then yesterday we were just chattin about some friends of ours and then she asks the question "if we were still together, you would encourage me to go the school youre attending?" and the question itself didnt really mean anything, just the whole "if we were still together..." part. i just thought, damn, how i wish we were still together. maybe ill get my second chance sometime in the future, ahhhh, shes great, lol, it makes all my friends mad that i just cant get over her, but oh well.

on wednesday we also hit up the bowling alley after our tennis match (which we got our asses kicked in), but i decided not to bowl because i didnt have too much money plus my knee and wrist were straight killing me! so i hit up the arcade with marissa and i kicked her ass in virtua tennis, she aint got nothing on me!!! lol, dang this is all i got for now, ill update later tonite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!