failing can be quite a breeze...

Jun 01, 2005 18:13

"the atlantic was born today, and i'll tell you how.
the clouds above opened up and let it out.
i was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere when the water filled every hole.
and thousands upon thousands made an ocean making islands where no islands should go. oh no.

most people were overjoyed, they took to their boats.
i thought it less like a lake, and more like a moat.
the rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door have been silenced forevermore.
the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row, it seems farther than ever before. oh no.

i need so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you do much closer.

so come on..." -- death cab for cutie, transatlanticism. what a great song. i wish i could come up with something 1/4 as good as that. but i cant.

but anyway...how is everyone doing? i'm doing ok, i guess. ive felt better i must say. but i thought id update since i havent in a while and because im leaving to dallas in a couple hours. yup, dallas til monday. im gonna see my cousin graduate and all this other fun stuff that im not really looking forward to. but, im also gonna go to san antonio before to finally sign the lease to my apartment. ah, yes, im really leaving. and i cant fucking wait. i need to get out of here, and i need to get out of here as fast as possible. i know it just started, but i wish the summer was over. ive never really liked the summer anyway, its too hot.

so far, my summer has been ok i guess. we actually played some music in front of a small crowd. just the new covers weve learned by interpol. we played very well actually, the set list was untitled, obstacle 1, not even jail, evil, narc, slow hands and PDA. my favorite was "not even jail", i think we did an excellent job. but other than that, i havent done too much of anything this summer, ive gone to a couple graduations, eastwood and franklins, congrats to all the grads. its a very exciting time for them!! i would know. but yea, a couple of graduation parties which were fun. i felt a little out of place, but i always feel out of place, regardless of where i am. lol. just playing! so what else?? hmm, the mars volta show is next wednesday and i must im very excited, ive been listening to their cd's a lot lately and im looking forward to the show very much. and i have an extra ticket if anyone is interested! 20 bucks! thats less than i paid, so its a steal if you ask me!! hmmm, what else what else???? i guess thats all i got for now, now i must leave and take a shower and get ready for my trip. hope everyone has a good weekend, and now let me think of a question...if you could describe yourself in 3 words or less, what would they be??? hmm, thats all i got. take care everyone.

you win, i lose. im done. i quit. i give in. why try? its only the first step towards failure.

lol, greatnite.
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