My fat life 2010

[squintingsun]

I think im feeling a little better today
A little more real
Less sad
Less weepy eyed and all
But damn
(that shit is really fucking me up)

I had reikie session last nite
From a friends student
Who is a level 2
It was nice
I was in dream-state for most of it
Awake but not
And it brought me lots of healing energy and light

But afterwards,
I felt judged
For being fat (per usual)
As he made random comments like;

Dairy this and processed food that
And vegan this and colon that
And diet this and that

Ya know, just because I’m fat doesn’t
Also mean I’m unintelligent and have absolutely
No knowledge about food, food prep,
the food industry etc.
I’m fat - not blind/dumb
There is a very
Clear difference between the two
I’m just sayin’

Also because iam fat
It doesn’t mean I need
Your “advice” on eating

Because iam fat
Iam fat
And you need to really shut your (everyone)
Fucking mouth

Seriously.

Being fat is hard.