Jan 30, 2005 18:00
MUSHY BRAIN
Paul is so overpowering latley. We had coffee yesterday and he begged more and when I convinced him that we still werent getting back together he told me he was leaving town. I'm pretty sure its just a guilt trip. But if he goes it'll be for work so thats good for him and told him to go and have fun. He left crying and I felt bad but atleast this time I told him trully how I feel about things and I didnt hold back. Every time he leaves I feel like theres so much more I need to tell him but this time I just put it all out there.
ON A HAPPIER NOTE
Craig Burton. 30. Gorgeous blue eyes. Captivating smile. Jaw dropping body. Has an 11 year old son in Ontario. Loves to cuddle. Misses me when we're appart. Loves his boy to pieces. Loves MaKenzie and Ryann bunches. Can Read. Can Spell. Can carry out an intelligent conversation. Doesn't want to take things too fast. Doesn't want to take things too slow either though. Wants a family all to himself. Its quite possible that he is destiny. When I'm around him its like the whole world stops. Its like its just him and me and nothing yet everything.
I'm afraid that its just the same thing over again but it doesnt feel like it. It feels like something all new and exciting and amazing.