okay
i always forget what i write about the day or post before and am too lazy to go back and reread it until of course, AFTER I write what i have to say.
so i left the sneakers underneath his car. he couldnt believe i really got them for him. i still cant believe i really got them for him. but it made him smile sooo big and sooo much. i was happy. so he stayed w/ me on friday night, and i left him the sneaks on saturday night. i went back to his place sat. and stayed until sunday. it was fun. i really enjoy being with him.
we both went to work on sunday and when it was time to leave[i was going to the cape] he was all sad and told me that i shhould go and stay with him again. if i hadnt already made plans i would have.
but while i was at the cape, i got really really depressed and sad, i was in a strange place and very uncomfortable[my family and i dont get along]. so i called him and left a message, then i called the next nihgt, left a message. he never responded to me. and soooo last night we talked some online and i apologized to him for calling so much and that if he wants me to leave him alone to just tell me. and he too apologized for not being there for me. which i guess its true. but we are opposite people. when im sad and depressed i depend on people who care to lift me out of that, when he is depressed he shuts himself off from the world and sticks to himself. so i was depressed and he was depressed and both of our needs and coping methods conflicted with one anothers.
soooo i get to see him today briefly at work. we sort of made plans for me to go and stay with him tongiht, so hopefully they dont fall through. if i leave right from work, i can be there by 11:30.
in other news: i need help making my resume. I've worked at a clothing store for nearly 7 months, but dont know how to put my responsibilities into words that are decent.
would this work??
*ring on register
*greet customers with promotions as the enter the store
*knowledge of the policies and procedures
*Provide service to customers[thats a given]
*Process incoming shipment
bleh i cant wait until i graduate from college.
so i left the sneakers underneath his car. he couldnt believe i really got them for him. i still cant believe i really got them for him. but it made him smile sooo big and sooo much. i was happy. so he stayed w/ me on friday night, and i left him the sneaks on saturday night. i went back to his place sat. and stayed until sunday. it was fun. i really enjoy being with him.
we both went to work on sunday and when it was time to leave[i was going to the cape] he was all sad and told me that i shhould go and stay with him again. if i hadnt already made plans i would have.
but while i was at the cape, i got really really depressed and sad, i was in a strange place and very uncomfortable[my family and i dont get along]. so i called him and left a message, then i called the next nihgt, left a message. he never responded to me. and soooo last night we talked some online and i apologized to him for calling so much and that if he wants me to leave him alone to just tell me. and he too apologized for not being there for me. which i guess its true. but we are opposite people. when im sad and depressed i depend on people who care to lift me out of that, when he is depressed he shuts himself off from the world and sticks to himself. so i was depressed and he was depressed and both of our needs and coping methods conflicted with one anothers.
soooo i get to see him today briefly at work. we sort of made plans for me to go and stay with him tongiht, so hopefully they dont fall through. if i leave right from work, i can be there by 11:30.
in other news: i need help making my resume. I've worked at a clothing store for nearly 7 months, but dont know how to put my responsibilities into words that are decent.
would this work??
*ring on register
*greet customers with promotions as the enter the store
*knowledge of the policies and procedures
*Provide service to customers[thats a given]
*Process incoming shipment
bleh i cant wait until i graduate from college.