Oct 22, 2004 00:23
why does everything have to seem so damn stressful and hopeless? why can't i just be happy? i feel like during the day i am fine, but then at night i get so fucking anxious and depressed.
on an unrelated note, what is everyone doing this weekend? i close at work but i have nothing to do. i want to get my tattoo but i have no money. i want to get my nose pierced but i have no money. i want to go see i heart huckabees but the only way i can afford it is if i go with my family. i get my paycheck tomorrow but it's all going to ualr. i fucking hate them. i thought people were trying to get college more affordable? i'm not poor, im not a minority, im not on my own, im not extremely talented, and this is why i cant get any money. does anyone have 700 dollars i can borrow?